My Little Love




My little love
I see your eyes widen like an ocean
When you look at me
So full of my emotions

I’m findin’ it hard
To be here sincerely
I know you feel lost
It’s my fault completely

Tell me you love me
I love you a million, by fact

I don’t recognize myself
In the coldness of the day light
So I ain’t surprised
You can read through all of my lies

I feel so bad to be here
When I’m so guilty
I’m so far gone
And you’re the only one who can save me

Oi, I feel like you don’t lovе me
Why do you feel like that?
Do you like me?
You know mommy doesn’t like
Anyone else like I like you, right?

I’m holdin’ on (barely)
Mama’s got a lot to learn (it’s heavy)
I’m holdin’ on (catch me)
Mama’s got a lot to learn (teach me)

Mommy’s been having
A lot of big feelings recently
Like how?
Just like, I’m, I’m
The feeling that I have, like
Hm, I feel a bit confused

Why?
I don’t know
And I feel like
I don’t really know what I’m doing
Oh, at all?
At all
And that would make me go

My little love
Tell me, do you feel
The way my past aches?
When you lay on me
Can you hear the way my heart breaks?

I wanted you to have
Everything I never had
I’m so sorry if what I’ve done
Makes you feel sad

I love your dad ‘cause he gave you to me
You’re half me and you’re half daddy

I’m holdin’ on (barely)
Mama’s got a lot to learn (it’s heavy)
I’m holdin’ on (catch me)
Mama’s got a lot to learn (teach me)

I’m having a bad day
I’m having a very anxious day
I feel very paranoid
I feel very stressed

Um, I have a hangover
Which never helps, but
I feel like today is the first day
Since I left that, I feel lonely

And I never feel lonely
I love being on my own
I always preferred being on my own
Than being with people

And I feel like maybe I’ve been
Like, overcompensating
Being out and stuff like that
To keep my mind off of him

And I feel like today I’m home
And I wanna be at home
I just wanna watch TV
And curl up in a ball and

Be in my sweats and stuff like that
I just feel really lonely
I feel a bit frightened
That I might feel like this at all